I refuse to be dragged down by someone who no longer knows me. You've no idea what's in my heart so please do not pretend to understand my thought process.

You haven't seen anything yet, I'll show you.

Crisis of confidence.

Are my parents right? Am I completely useless? Or are the only two people in my life who actually have faith in me right?

I want to cast off all doubt but how can when I am still physically in the same position. If you hate someone so much then why have them living under the same roof. Let me leave!

I want to a third to that tally of two.

Esteem, you are my Everest.

But I think I'm getting there.